Ty so much.... 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢

1^st Jan 2017:

Aaj pura din to baat huyi nhi, buss raat ko sone se pahle maine call kiya tha tab thodi baat huyi.. kuchh shikayte kuchh naarajgiya..  Bus me hnnnn rat ke 11 bje he… yaad to aa rhi he, but kre kya ab phone bhi nhi kr skta.. wo shayad so gyi hongi… gn sd tc…

2^nd Jan 2017:

Aaj subah se wait kar rha hu shayad uska phone aayega…  par usne call nhi kiya.. aaj maine kuchh likah he.. socha use bta du.. use mail kiya then use phone kiya ke wo padh le… bus use ye btane ke liye hi phone kiya… aisa nhi tha.. mujhe baa krni thi missed you so much…. But…. Wo bussy he shayad… usne phone kaat diya…. L

3^rd Jan 2017:

Aaj maine bhi call nhi kiya.. just khana khane ke liye nikla hu… aur uska phone aaya he.. ab bhukh kise lgne wali he.. usne baat ki.. ty kaha for yesterday.. use bhi kaha ke wo bhi likhe kuchh.. wo aaj boli ke haa wo bhi kuchh likhegi.. dekhte he kya hota he.. I will wait…

4^th Jan 2017:

Din me maine use call kiya, usne phone nhi uthaya,, shayd uske phone me miss calls dikhte hi nhi ya main hi pagal hu jo use yaad krta hu phone krta hu… chlo koi naa.. Ek baar fir call krta hu shayad tab wo bussy ho.. haa is baar usne phone utha liya.. aur kaha ke wo phone kregi…

5^th Jan 2017:

Abhi tak bhi uska call nhi aaya sivay wait ke main karu bhi kya … Wo biolti he mujhe block kyu krte ho.. use nhi pta shayad.. Wo kya kar rhi he.. Kisi ki kasam ke liye mujhe block kar diya.. Wahhh… bura to bahut laga but shayad yhi meri jagah he.. isis k layak hu main.. koi baat nhi.. tc sorry L

6^th Jan 2017:

AAj uska call aya tha mein meeting me tha to bat nhi kar paya… sach kahu to thoda gusa bhi hu… sham ko baat krni chahi but itna thak gya tha k aaj aate hi so gya…

7^th Jan 2017:

Aaj greating bna rha hu.. soch rha hu k is bar kuchh nya kru use khush kru kaise bhi… kuchh card ban gye he… baki kal bnayunga.. usske koi baat nhi huyi.. na usne msg kiya.. na call…

8^th Jan 2017:

Aaj bahut sare card bnaye.. socha use post krdu.. but abhi rat ke 2bje h abhi to kaise… kal dekhte he…. Maine bahut pyaar dala he inme jitna mere dil me he… sab kuchh… lu

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9^th Jan 2017:

Aaj sham ko call kiya use usne pick nhi kiya.. kaat diya.. shayad bank me he.. okk baad me baat krunga… ghar pahuch k fir call kiya… usne pick nhi kiya..

Golu ko phone kiya, usne bataya k wo mummy ke sath market gyi he… okkk isi liye nhi uthaya usne phone… but wapas bhi kar skti thi na… chlo koi baat nhi..

8bje he. Time hi nhi kat rha bus waiting for her.. k kab 12bje use call karu.. wish kru.. bat kru.. missed her so much…

Mann hi nhi lag rha.. golu ko phone kiya.. use baat ki ek hour… k kaise bhi dil ko smbhalu.. bahut khush hu.. bahut.. buss wo aa jaye..

9.30 golu ko call krke kaha ke wo aa gye kya.. golu ne kha wo nhi aye to golu ko call krke puchhne ko kaha ke wo kab tak aayenge puchho na.. golu ne call kiya nd btaya k wo thoda time lgega unhe wo abhi market me hi h… okk aa jao jaldi…

10.15 Golu ko msg kiya wo a baa gyi he… golu se regular puchh rha hu wo kya kar rhi he.. kaha he.. kaisi h.. wo bethi he… waiting for 12.. me too…

Bus kuchh der aur…

Lo bus 5minute hi baki he…

Now 2minutes..

Use call kiya… usne kat diya, fir call kiya cat diya, fir call kiya kat diya… ab usne uthaya… 11.59 ho rhe he.. usne kaha haa aap wish krne ko kiya h do minute ruko na..

I m stun…. Bus kuchh toot sa gya ho..

Fir bhi use call krta rha.. usne mere 7call kate.. fir call utahya.. aur pta h kya kaha.. haa aap kar lijiye sabse pahle wish.. someone is waiting rj.. wish kijiye jaldi.. aur bhi line me h..

Happy birthday..

Main aapko wapas call krti hu.. Aur usne kaat diya..

Bahut rona aaya.. such aisa lag rha he, jaise marr rha hu.. but no one cares…  buss ansu nikle jar he he.. aur wo bussy he.. kisi aur ke sath…

Sach kahu.. ja golu se baat huyi thin d jab usne kaha k she is waiting for 12.. mujhe yhi lga tha she is waiting for me… aur ab pta he kya lg rha h.. I was fool.. ya I am ….

Bahut rona aa rha he.. bus khush shalu… ty so much for that precious return gift to me… ty shalu…

Ye aansu ruk kyu nhi rhe.. maa…. I m sorry.. mai nkisi aise k liye ro rha hu jise koi worth hi nhi h inki..

I m sory..

Aaahhhhhh..

 God main kuchh bura na kru..

please help me…

ohhhhhhh help me..

what the hell is this.. ab to band jao… yaad… mat rovo rj…

Aur haa isme uski koi galti nhi he..

Meri hi bhul h.. maine hi pta nhi kya2 soch liya tha.. ab jarurui nhi he na.. hm jo soche waisa ho.. sabki apni2 life he. Sab ki anpi2  priority h.. I was nothing.. I m nothing… hummmmm ohhhh

Chlo leave it..

Ye tha mera worst day of 2017…

Or I will pray uska best day ho.. use call nhi krunga… na hi use kuchh kahunga.. na hi preshan krunga.. na hi khud hovunga.. khud ko to kaise rokunga.. khud ko to hona hi h.. khus ro lunga aaj use nhi rone dunga…

Use haq h mere sath ye sab krne ka.. use ye sab krne ijajat bhi maine hi di thi naa.. ab dard kaisa.. kaise aansu.. ye hi to hona h.. to kyu ab main pagalo ki tarah ro rha hu… ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Chlo happy birthday sweetheart..

Dekho main khushh hu.. tum yhi smjh lo… dikh to tmhe kuchh bhi nhi rha… na dekh paoge… sorry..khush rho… tc

Have a wonderful day….

 Ty so much.... 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢