AAJ FIR TERI YAAD AAYI...

29.1.2017

Aaj uska sapna aaya tha… hua kya main kisi shadi me goner road pe gya tha.. fir wapas aate time maine mummy se puchha ke mummy aap ghar par ho ya kahi bahar ho… mumy ne bola gahr hi hu.. to maine bola main aa rha hu… manu mere sath tha… hum uske gahr pahuche, maine mere aane ke bare me kisi ko nhi btaya tha..  maine jaise hi ghar pahucha mujhe bahar golu dikhi wo dekhte hi boli arey wahh aaj hi aapko yaad kiya tha.. aur aap ek dam se aa gye… sahi he.. chalo aa jao.. Namaste kaise he aap.. usne manu ko bhi Namaste kiya… hm andar aa gye.. jaise hi andar aaya samne wale room me leti huyi thi and rajayi odh rakhi thi.. mujhe kuchh samajh nhi aya ke hua kya he..

Maine mummy papa ko pranam kiya. And mummy se puchha ye kaun so rha he.. mummy ne kaha subi he… maine kaha kya hua ise… to kaha ke bukhar he do din se.. abhi dava di hi he so rhi he..

Main shocked tha.. kya kahu.. bus thoda pareshan sa ho gya.. maine uske paas gya nd side me beth gya wo abhi si=oyi hi thi uski neend kachchi thi.. hum sab beth ke bate kar rhe the. Uski neend khul gyo thi.. usne mujhe nhi dekha tha, wo jaise hi neend se uthi uski najar mujh pe padi wo abhi kuchh nhi boli eyes ko masalti huyi wo uth ke beth gyi uskne kamar tak rajatyi odh rkhi thi and sdeewar ke sahare beth gyi aur boli..

Hi Rj.. kaise he aap..

Maine puchha kya hua.. kya he ye.. meri aankhe bahr aayi thi.. buss aansu nhi nikle the..

Wo boli kuchh nhi Rj. Buss hum thoda bimar ho gye the…

Maine uski tabiyt ka puchha and hum baat rne lag gye..

Mere phone me ek msg tha… wo mujhe abhi to yaad nhi… bus usme last line likhi thi..…………………she will hold my hand and say main hu na………………………

maine use wo message padhaya, Usne smile di... mera hath uski rajayi ke kinare per hi tha.. waha se apna hath nikala nd mera hath pakda aur boli, ab thik he.. aur hansne lag gyi… mujhe bhi hansi aa gyii… firr mummy aa gyi boli ke chaay bna de ya coffee.. maine kaha kuchh nhi mummy aap yha betho bus bate krte he…

Aurrr

Meri neend khul gyi…

Ty.. kya kru sl.. buss yhi kr skta hu.. tmhe btata hu tm sunti nhi. Time nhi hota.. to spne dekh leta hu.. waha tm bahut ache se baat krti ho.. hum kabhi nhi ldte… sab kuchh thik hi hota… so dreams are better than reality… tc khush rho… god bless you..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA... SORRY SL

23.01.2017

Pata he aaj kal uski yaad nhi ati he… hunnnn main jhuth bol rha hu… ati he bahut aati he… par use batana achha nhi lgta… usne nhi smjha mujhe… to use fir kya smjhana jab wo smjhe hi naa, chalo koi baat nhi… wo khush rhe apni life me… maine use kuchh nhi kahunga… kabhi bhi nhi…

Aaj papa ka birth h, mujhe pata nhi tha.. golu ne jab whatsapp par pic lagayi tab pata chla.. subah phone kiya mummy k phone pe but… baat nhi ho payi sham ko wapas call kiya to papa se baat bhi ki and mummy se bhi baat ki…

Now use phone liya… main nahi chahta use kuchh bbhi bolna.. kuchh bhi nhi… bus uske phone lete hi maine phone kaat diya… mujhe tmse baat hi nhi krni sl… bura bhala achha sahi kuchhh bhi nhi kahana mujhe… kuchhh bhi nhi…. Tm rho apne apno ke sath khush.. tmne kabhi kadra ki hi nahi meri.. ab koi jrurat nhi he…. I will not tell you kea b kabhi bhi samjho mujhe ya baat kro…. Buss khush rho….

And ty so much for all what you had done…. Kyuki mujhe meri worth to pata chli… ty

1.       होता हैं अफ़सोस कभी कभी तेरे बदल जाने का.. मगर, तेरी कुछ बातो ने मुझे जीना सिखा दिया....!!

2.       भुला देंगे तुझे जरा सब्र तो कर, तेरी तरह बनने में थोडा समय तो लगेगा...!!

3.       हालात, किस्मत और वक़्त की बात हैं, वरना में इतना बुरा भी नहीं जितना आप सोच रहे हो...!!

4.       उसके जैसी कोई दूसरी कैसे हो सकती हैं... अब तो वो खुद भी खुद के जैसी नहीं रही...!!

5.       तुझे गुस्सा दिलाना एक साजिश हैं मेरी... तेरा रूठ कर मुझ पर हक जाताना अच्छा लगता हैं...!!

6.       नसीब से भी ज्यादा भरोसा किया था तुम पर, लेकिन नसीब भी इतना नही बदला जितना तुम बदल गए हो...!!

7.       वक़्त के साथ सब ठीक नही हो जाता, बस हम सब से अपना दुःख कहना छोड़ देते हैं...!

8.       तेरे हर दर्द से वाकिफ़ था मैं, फिर, तुझे मेरे दर्द का अहसास क्यों नही हुआ...!!

9.       लगता हैं मैं भूल चूका हूँ मुस्कुराने का हुनर, कोशिश जब भी करता हूँ आंसू निकल आते हैं...!!

10.   आंसु पलक से गिरा हैं तो उसको गिरने दो, कोई पुरानी तमन्ना पिघल रही होगी...!!

11.   अगर वो याद नहीं कर रहे तो आप कर लीजिये, रिश्ते निभाते वक़्त मुकाबला नहीं किया जाता... !!

12.   फ़ोन में मेरी जान हैं और घरवाले इस बात से परेशान हैं...!!

13.   वो लाख तुझे पूजती होगी मगर तू खुश न हो ऐ खुदा.. वो मंदिर भी जाती हैं तो मेरी गली से गुजरने के लिए...!!

14.   खुदा करे सलामत रहे, किसी दुआ की तरह...! एक तू और दूसरा मुस्कुराना तेरा....!!

15.   हँसना रोना तुझसे हैं, मेरा होना तुझसे हैं....!!

Khush rho……

Jab aapko fark hi nhi pdta to shikayat kaisi....?

khush rho sl.....

11.01.2017

AAj use call kiya 4 calls miss krne ke baad usne phone katne shuru kar diye.. wo kat ti rhi main call krta rha.. bahut pareshan hu mujhe reply chahiye usne aisa kyu kiya… now usne phone uthaya boli mein thak gyi hu mujhe neend aa rhi he… sona he.. yaa baat hi nhi krni use… aaj use puchh liya ke usne aisa kyu kiya to bolti he..

Kya kiya maine.. boliye

Miane kaha tmko nhi pta tm kya kar rhi ho mere sath.. jo bhi kar rhi ho kya tmhe sahi lgta h.. to bolti h maine kuchh galat nhi kiya,. Jo kiya sahi kiya..

Maine kha to aap khush ho mujhe hurt karke.. to bolti he maine kisi ko hurt nhi kiya..  ab kya bolu use.. k usne kya kiya he.. maine puchha k wo bolti he k baad me call krti hu call kyu nhi krti.. to wo boli k yaad nhi rhta thak jati hu.. din bhar bussy rhti hu..

Had he.. uske paas sabke liye time he siway mere..

Aaj ek baat bolu aapko… last ek sal me usne bahut bura kiya he mere sath.. aur use iss bat ka koi guilt bhi nhi he… buss jaise main koi khilona hu.. jb chaha khel liya jab chahe chhor diya..

Kya bolu yaar… buss bahut dukhi hu…

Jab use puchha k gift kaisa lga.. to bolti h blog abhi adha hi pdha h time nhi mila… use … okkk  koi naa.. main greating ke bare me puchh rha tha…

Pta he..

Pura week me yhi bnata rha.. kya nhi kiya maine tmhe khush krne k liye..

But tmne sivay aansu k kuchh nhi diya mujhe.. tmhare liye rota to aur baat thi shalu… main roya  tmhare karan… kyu kr rhi ho tm ye sab..

Pta nhi… but jab koi nhi hoga na aapke paas tab ye pagal yaad aayega aapko… bahut jyada… tab nhi hoga RJ na uska pyaar na sath…

 ache ache birthday quotes search kiye… fir ek ek krke sabhi ko blog me post kiya… sirf aapke liye.. aur aapne kya kiya… pta he.. baat bhi nhi ki gyi aapse… jiss din ka main wait kiya.. jiss din ke liye main last 6monhts se lga hua tha.. us din ko aapne to jee liya but mujhe maar dala.. kyu kiya aisa.. bahut roya main raat bahr.. k kyu kiya tmse mere sath aisa…

Akhir tmne hi roka tha mujhe jab mein aage badh gya tha.. tm hi kahti thi na k hm frnds rah skte h.. aap is rishte ko nibhaoge na.. jab maine try kiya to tmse wo bhi nhi hua… main akela is rishte ko le kar kaha tak chl payunag.... haa jab tak kar skta hu sab kuchh krunga tere liye.. but sl yaaad rkhna jis din baat had se badh jayegi.. uss din ye yade bhi nhi hogi tmhare paas.. naa main.. fir jindgi bahr pukrna bhle … koi laut ke nhi ayega…  

Sham ko jab phone kata tab mujhe pta chla ke usne greatings dekhe hi nhi… use pata hi nhi k wo maine bnaye he.. jab use pta hi nhi to shikayat kaisi… rab kre use wo greating na mile… jab din chla gya to ab kya matlab h unka.. wo fir se koi bahana dhund lenge hme hurt krne ka.. god.. bless her.. jo chaho mil jaye tmhe… main yha likhta rkhuna sl… but tm padh nhi paogi kbhi… tm is layak ho hi nhi…

Tmne kisi aur ke kahne par mujhe block kiya he na.. ab main khud ke kahne par tmhe block krta hu.. jise meri worth nhi wo insan meri life me meri yado me bhi rhne ke layak nhi he..  pyaar kya hota he tmhe nhi pta chlega kabhi.. u will never know.. aap khelo apna game.. beshak jeet jaoge but sab kuchh haar jaoge… kuchh nhi hoga tere paas… kuchh bhi nhi…

Main jitna kar skta hu krunga… but ab tmhe bolne ya btane ka koi matlb nhi he…. Tm use smjho jise tm apna manti ho jiske liye tmhare paas bahut time he… khush rho…. Gud luck..

Samet k wapas le jao apni jhuthi mohabbat ke jhuthe kisse wade.. shayad agali mohbaat me tmhe inki jarurat pade….

 gud luck....

Ty so much.... 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢

1^st Jan 2017:

Aaj pura din to baat huyi nhi, buss raat ko sone se pahle maine call kiya tha tab thodi baat huyi.. kuchh shikayte kuchh naarajgiya..  Bus me hnnnn rat ke 11 bje he… yaad to aa rhi he, but kre kya ab phone bhi nhi kr skta.. wo shayad so gyi hongi… gn sd tc…

2^nd Jan 2017:

Aaj subah se wait kar rha hu shayad uska phone aayega…  par usne call nhi kiya.. aaj maine kuchh likah he.. socha use bta du.. use mail kiya then use phone kiya ke wo padh le… bus use ye btane ke liye hi phone kiya… aisa nhi tha.. mujhe baa krni thi missed you so much…. But…. Wo bussy he shayad… usne phone kaat diya…. L

3^rd Jan 2017:

Aaj maine bhi call nhi kiya.. just khana khane ke liye nikla hu… aur uska phone aaya he.. ab bhukh kise lgne wali he.. usne baat ki.. ty kaha for yesterday.. use bhi kaha ke wo bhi likhe kuchh.. wo aaj boli ke haa wo bhi kuchh likhegi.. dekhte he kya hota he.. I will wait…

4^th Jan 2017:

Din me maine use call kiya, usne phone nhi uthaya,, shayd uske phone me miss calls dikhte hi nhi ya main hi pagal hu jo use yaad krta hu phone krta hu… chlo koi naa.. Ek baar fir call krta hu shayad tab wo bussy ho.. haa is baar usne phone utha liya.. aur kaha ke wo phone kregi…

5^th Jan 2017:

Abhi tak bhi uska call nhi aaya sivay wait ke main karu bhi kya … Wo biolti he mujhe block kyu krte ho.. use nhi pta shayad.. Wo kya kar rhi he.. Kisi ki kasam ke liye mujhe block kar diya.. Wahhh… bura to bahut laga but shayad yhi meri jagah he.. isis k layak hu main.. koi baat nhi.. tc sorry L

6^th Jan 2017:

AAj uska call aya tha mein meeting me tha to bat nhi kar paya… sach kahu to thoda gusa bhi hu… sham ko baat krni chahi but itna thak gya tha k aaj aate hi so gya…

7^th Jan 2017:

Aaj greating bna rha hu.. soch rha hu k is bar kuchh nya kru use khush kru kaise bhi… kuchh card ban gye he… baki kal bnayunga.. usske koi baat nhi huyi.. na usne msg kiya.. na call…

8^th Jan 2017:

Aaj bahut sare card bnaye.. socha use post krdu.. but abhi rat ke 2bje h abhi to kaise… kal dekhte he…. Maine bahut pyaar dala he inme jitna mere dil me he… sab kuchh… lu

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9^th Jan 2017:

Aaj sham ko call kiya use usne pick nhi kiya.. kaat diya.. shayad bank me he.. okk baad me baat krunga… ghar pahuch k fir call kiya… usne pick nhi kiya..

Golu ko phone kiya, usne bataya k wo mummy ke sath market gyi he… okkk isi liye nhi uthaya usne phone… but wapas bhi kar skti thi na… chlo koi baat nhi..

8bje he. Time hi nhi kat rha bus waiting for her.. k kab 12bje use call karu.. wish kru.. bat kru.. missed her so much…

Mann hi nhi lag rha.. golu ko phone kiya.. use baat ki ek hour… k kaise bhi dil ko smbhalu.. bahut khush hu.. bahut.. buss wo aa jaye..

9.30 golu ko call krke kaha ke wo aa gye kya.. golu ne kha wo nhi aye to golu ko call krke puchhne ko kaha ke wo kab tak aayenge puchho na.. golu ne call kiya nd btaya k wo thoda time lgega unhe wo abhi market me hi h… okk aa jao jaldi…

10.15 Golu ko msg kiya wo a baa gyi he… golu se regular puchh rha hu wo kya kar rhi he.. kaha he.. kaisi h.. wo bethi he… waiting for 12.. me too…

Bus kuchh der aur…

Lo bus 5minute hi baki he…

Now 2minutes..

Use call kiya… usne kat diya, fir call kiya cat diya, fir call kiya kat diya… ab usne uthaya… 11.59 ho rhe he.. usne kaha haa aap wish krne ko kiya h do minute ruko na..

I m stun…. Bus kuchh toot sa gya ho..

Fir bhi use call krta rha.. usne mere 7call kate.. fir call utahya.. aur pta h kya kaha.. haa aap kar lijiye sabse pahle wish.. someone is waiting rj.. wish kijiye jaldi.. aur bhi line me h..

Happy birthday..

Main aapko wapas call krti hu.. Aur usne kaat diya..

Bahut rona aaya.. such aisa lag rha he, jaise marr rha hu.. but no one cares…  buss ansu nikle jar he he.. aur wo bussy he.. kisi aur ke sath…

Sach kahu.. ja golu se baat huyi thin d jab usne kaha k she is waiting for 12.. mujhe yhi lga tha she is waiting for me… aur ab pta he kya lg rha h.. I was fool.. ya I am ….

Bahut rona aa rha he.. bus khush shalu… ty so much for that precious return gift to me… ty shalu…

Ye aansu ruk kyu nhi rhe.. maa…. I m sorry.. mai nkisi aise k liye ro rha hu jise koi worth hi nhi h inki..

I m sory..

Aaahhhhhh..

 God main kuchh bura na kru..

please help me…

ohhhhhhh help me..

what the hell is this.. ab to band jao… yaad… mat rovo rj…

Aur haa isme uski koi galti nhi he..

Meri hi bhul h.. maine hi pta nhi kya2 soch liya tha.. ab jarurui nhi he na.. hm jo soche waisa ho.. sabki apni2 life he. Sab ki anpi2  priority h.. I was nothing.. I m nothing… hummmmm ohhhh

Chlo leave it..

Ye tha mera worst day of 2017…

Or I will pray uska best day ho.. use call nhi krunga… na hi use kuchh kahunga.. na hi preshan krunga.. na hi khud hovunga.. khud ko to kaise rokunga.. khud ko to hona hi h.. khus ro lunga aaj use nhi rone dunga…

Use haq h mere sath ye sab krne ka.. use ye sab krne ijajat bhi maine hi di thi naa.. ab dard kaisa.. kaise aansu.. ye hi to hona h.. to kyu ab main pagalo ki tarah ro rha hu… ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Chlo happy birthday sweetheart..

Dekho main khushh hu.. tum yhi smjh lo… dikh to tmhe kuchh bhi nhi rha… na dekh paoge… sorry..khush rho… tc

Have a wonderful day….

 Ty so much.... 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢

HAPPY WALA BIRTHDAY... LU

MUAHAHHAHAAAHHAHHAH
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Did you feel the light touching your shoulder tonight? It was me, thinking of you and wishing you all the best on your Birthday!

Darling, you are a wonderful bloom in a beautiful garden where only true love grows! Wishing you a brilliant Birthday!

 I wish I could attach my heart to this Birthday wish. That’s how much you mean to me. I wish you always be happy and I’ll do everything to make you so.

 Happy Birthday, my angel! If I could, I would write it across the sky so that everyone could see it and know that you are truly loved!

May the flames of our love always flare brightly and bring you the happiest birthday!

We are together for a long time and you were always there for me to support and encourage me. I am so lucky to have you near me, love.

 I just want to tell you that I love you more with every new day,

To remind you that the best years are yet to come

And I promise to be near you for all ups and downs.

I feel so grateful for everything that you bring into my life, dear. Happy bday, may your day be joyful and magical!

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LOVE YOU JANAM... HAPPY BIRTHDAY

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·  To someone who touches each life she enters, spreading joy to everyone you meet: may the love and happiness you share with others return to you tenfold. I wish you many more happiest of birthdays!

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·  Happy Birthday to the person who means the most to me in this world. I hope your birthday wishes come true. I know mine did the day I met you. Thank you for always being right by my side, sweetheart.

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·  For your birthday, I just want to say: I hope you can see how special you are to me. Happy Birthday, my love!

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·  Happy Birthday! I love you so freaking much. Hope you have an awesome birthday!

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·  I hope you have a magical day full of love and happiness! Happy Birthday, my sweetheart!

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·  I hope that your big day involves a cool day and a hot night. Happy Birthday!

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·  Love you!!! Have an absolutely amazing day all about you!! Happy Birthday, my darling!
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HAPPY BIRTH DAY TO YOU.. KHUSH RHO...

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·  Because today is a special day, sending birthday wishes simply wouldn’t do, so I’m sending you a day when all of your dreams come true, and a year that means the most to you!

·  From the drink in your cup, to the icing on your cake, to the company that surrounds you, may your birthday be the sweet celebration you deserve!

·  Be happy! Today is the day you were brought into this world to be a blessing and inspiration to the people around you! You are a wonderful person. May you be given more birthdays to fulfill all of your dreams.

·  Because, today is a special day simply sending birthday wishes, wouldn’t do. So I’m sending you a day when all your dreams come true and, a year that means the most to you!

·  The sun is shining more brightly today as a way to wish you Happy Birthday.

·  Today, I wish for all of your dreams to come true as you walk on your life path. Count your blessings every day, and realize there are more than years in your life! Celebrate your day!

·  It’s your birthday today! You know what that means? It’s time to wear the hat, blow the candles and cut the cake, but don’t forget to think about all of the wishes you want to make! Enjoy your day!

·  We have been best friends since forever. I’m running out of birthday greetings, so what more can I say than a matter-of-fact? Happy Birthday! I wish you a wonderful day today and in coming days as well.

·  Happy Birthday!! I hope your day is filled with lots of love and laughter! May all of your birthday wishes come true.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY-MADE BY RJ

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETHEART

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SOMEONE SPECIAL..... "SLR"

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SOMEONE SPECIAL

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SLR