Happy Holi Baby... :-)

10^TH MARCH 2017

Aaj main ghar aa rha hu… use baat huyi thi… aaj kal wo roj baat kr hi leti he…

Main soch rha hu use subah milne ko kahu… kal second Saturday h to uski bhi leave hogi… chalo koi na use subah hi call kar dunga…

11^th MARCH 2017

Main subah jaldi hi pahuch gya hu.. bhaiya lene aye the… usko msg kiya.. status lagaya ke I have reached… use call bhi kiya subah k aaj milte h.. but shayad so rhi he… koi na jab wo uth jayenge tab baat kr lenge…  wo uth gyi usne msg kiya… bat ki.. but call nhi kiya abhi tak… pta he kabhi2 kuchh kaha nhi jata.. aur samne wala smjhta bhi nhi… mujhe usse bat krni thi. But wo kuchh aurr hi sochti he..  chlo koi bat nhi…

Maine use msg se btaya ke maine kyu call kiya tha… ab wo call kar rhi he.. ab ek baj rha he kya bolu… use kha apan kal mil lete he.. wo raji ho gyi… first time wo man gyi… feeling good.. k wo aa rhi he… use msg se kaha ke apn kal ka plan bna lete he.. wrna kal kuchh bhi nhi kar payenge… subah uske ghar ko dekhne jana he.. fir breakfast. Then movie.. then kfc.. then kahi beth ke bate krenge… ye decide kiya he..

Ab buss koi changes na ho… sab thik rhe… wo aa jaye…. Waiting for tomorrow…

Rat ko uska msg aya wo jaldi nhi aa skti. Use ek aunty ke paas jana he… areey yar… ab kya bolu mein… har bar yhi to hota aay he mere sath… aadat si ho gyi he.. but buraa lgta he yaar… wo chahti he mein use smjhu… but wo kbhi nhi smjhti… har bar mujhe hi compromise kyu krna pdta he…. Agar main kuchhh bolunga to wo sidhe mana kr degi… use koi fark nhi pdega… buss naa bol degi.. fir bhi maine use kaha achha aap jab aao aa jana… usne kaha he wo ek bje aa payegi…  maine use kaha thik he .. ek bje panipech aa jana waha se uske ghar then breakfast then kahi beth ke bat kr lenge…  maine koi msg nhi kiya wo kaha kisi ki sunti he…

12^th MARCH 2017

Subah ho gyi… good morning….

Maine kal garv bhaiya se baat ki rat me.. wo movie ke liye bol rhe the.. ke subah jaldi challenge.. 10 se 1 koi bhi show… wo late uthe hum nhi jaa paye.. to maine unhe next wale show ke liye kaha… wo search kar rhe he… maine sl kj is bare me bataya to wo boli thik he aap ho ayiye movie.. but uska reply rude lga.. ab kya hua wo khud late aa rhi he, to main kya kru ghar ruk kar movie hi chal jata hu… wo boli 2 bje late ho jayega… ab kya bolu use… main bhi kal uski baat man gya mujhe bhi to compromise krna pda… ab use krna pad rha he to wo nhi chahti… kya kahu…. Usne bato bato me kah dia k cancel krte he Milana… maine bhi bol diya as ur wish… baki aapki mrji… usne msg kiya bol rhi he ki wo jab bhi space aayegi mujhe bahar niklna hoga movie se.. usi samay.. ye kya baat hoti he isse better he mein movie hi naa jayu… kya bolu use… use sirf khud ki hi padi he.. itna bhi selfish nhi hona chahiye.. naa… chlo koi naa…

Garv bhaiya ka phone aaya unhe khud ke papa ke sath kahi jana he 2hour ke liye wo ek bje baad ke show ke liye bol rhe he maine kaha ke mujhe kahi bahar jana he to wo maan gye.. nd kha firr kabhi dekh lenge…. Sl ko btaya ye sab to wo khush huyi nd usne kaha ke use bhi ab kahai nhi jana, wo jaha rhi thi waha nhi ja rhi.. to hmne milne ka plan bnaya…maine usse kaha wo abhi bta de kaha chlna he… at the end saras parlor ka decide hua.. new gate pe mujhe milne ko kaha… usne phone kaat diya… nd dono taiyar hone lag gye…  

Aaj subah se jo bhi hua main sab kuchh bhula dia he.. now waiting for her ke wo kab aaye…  now she is coming. Usne scooty roki maine use hi kaha… usne bhi hello kha, wo bahut khush lg rhi h.... usne mujhe helmet diya hum dono waha se saras parlor ke liye nikle… manie use pahle peacock garden ke liye kaha waha kabootaro ko dana dalne ki baat kahi wo maan gayi.. wo khush lag rhi he… maine raste me use ” Rashke Qamar” song sunaya.. use achha laga usne kaha wo bad me sunegi ye song… hum peacock garden pahuche waha koi nhi mila… hum kuchh der waha ruk ke waha se saras parlor aa gye… maine scooty chalayi wo peeche bethi thi… use achchha laga ke mujhe chlani aati he…

Uski khushi ke liye hi to ye chhoti chhoti cheeje krta hu.. taki use khi to khushi mile… wo khush rhe.. hum andar aa gye ek jagah bethe gye bahut sari baate ki… wo apni family papa ko lekar preshan he.. maine bhi use kuchh apni preshaniya btayi…

HM ka phone aaya teen din se usse baat nhi huyi… usne unknown number se call kiya jab maine phone pick kiya usne sidha yhi kaha ke phone kro… maine sl se kaha uska phone he main abhi aata hu.. maine wapas phone kiya…

Main phone pe baat kr rha hu but mera dhyan sl par hi he.. main use hi dekh rhe hu… wo shayad dukhi he k maine phone pick kiya… ab use jhuth bol ker jata ke gahr se phone he… aur use pta chlta he ghar se nhi HM ka phone tha to bhi galat hota… ab kya karu yar.. main phone nhi uthata agar sab kuch normal hota.. but HM bahut preshan he nd bahut mushkil se usne call kiya hoga… is liye mujhe baat krne k liye jana pda.. uske samne baat isliye nhi ki use bura na lge… soory sl…

HM bahut pareshan h bol rhi he ke use ghutan hoti he.. uske mummy papa use kahi bhi nhi jane dete.. aur phone par hi rone lagi… main kaise samjhayu use… kya bolu… use kaha roye na.. sab thik ho jayega… usko chup kiya then wo boli bus main jati hu R… meri mummy aa jayegi abhi yhi.. wo pados me kisi key ha ayi thi wha se call kiya tha.. use mere siva kisi aur ka number yaad nhi he… main use tension na krne ko kha… wo thodi relax lgi usne phone rkh diya kaha jab bhi mauka milega wo call kregi.. maine kaha kab… usne kaha kuchh pta nhi… maine phone rakh diya.. aur sl ko phone kiya… mujhe pata thaw o bahut preshan hogi isi liye use puchha wo kya khayegi ussne samose ke liye kaha.. maine samose ke token lene chka gya… maine paneer pakode ke token le liye the.. main line me lga hua tha, uska phone aya usne kaha k RJ mujhe samose nhi khane aap shri kahnd le aaoge kya… main shri khand lene chal gya.. main shri khand nd paneer pakode lekar uske paas gya.. wo khush thi.. wo boli do kisske liye laye ho maine kaha dono aapke liye hi he… now hmne khana shuru kiya.. usne mujhe khilaya… maine use khilaya.. wo nbahut khush lag rhi thi.. main bhi khush tha ke wo khush h... usne mujhe kaha ke wo jyaga nhu khayegi use non veg bhi kahna he… firr wo hansne lag gyi… hmne khana finish kiya.. fir hm bate krne lag gye… usne bato hi bato me V see shadi ka jikra kiya.. mujeh bahut bura laga… but kya kru.. kuchh kr bhi nhi skta… mujhe ye sahna he… usne fir baat majak me tal di.. but mere dimag me abhi bhi wahi chal rha h… wo khush he mujhe bus yhi chahiye…. But kisi aur ke sath wok hush rhe ye bhi nhi dekha jata, koi na wo kbhi to smjhegi… I m sorry sl.. but I can’t share u… kisis ke sath nhi…. Sab finish krne ke bad wo apne bag me se gulal nikali nd unse mere lga di.. happy holi…. Wo ek hour meri jindgi ke sabse haseen ek hour me se ek h… uske bare me fir kabhi btayunga…. Main bahut khush hu bahut jyada… ty so much for that precious gift SL…. Ty so much… ab yah se hum ek jagah jana he uske kisi friend ka kuchh smaan kisi hotel me chhut gya tha… wo uske liye hum ghumte rhe ek hour ki mashakkat ke bad hme wo hotel mila jo saman thaw o liya than hum wahas kfc ke liye nikle… use chicken khana tha… mujhe bahut ajeeb lag rha he… but kya kru… uski khushi isi mein he…  mujhe laga thaw o meri halat dekh ke sanjh jayegi ke mujhe uncomfortable feel ho rha he to rhne de… usne puchhha  maine kuchh nhi kiya… wo mana nhi kar rhi maine bhi mana nhi kiya.. use khana hi tha… ye sab first time ho rha he mere sath… main ajeeb sa feel kar rha hu shayad womit na ho jaye… wo khush he… uski khushi ke age mujhe kuchh nhi dikha… aaj agar wo mujhe khane ko bolti to shayad main kha bhi leta.. for her.. khuchhhh bhi… khush rho SL… us bare me baat nhi krna chahunga job hi tha buss wok hush he,, mere liye yhi mayne rkhta he… hum waha se wapas aa gye … wo bahut khush he…. Usne mujhe panipech choora nd wo chli gyi…. Rat ko use call kiya wo khush thi… aaj ka din bahut achha tha… ty so much for everything…

:-)

Aao aaj aapke naam ka matlab btaye....

S.....
यदि किसी लड़की या लड़के का नाम अंग्रेजी के 'S' अक्षर से शुऱू होता है तो आप जान जाईये कि वो बहुत ही रहस्यमय होते है। अपनी चीजों की जरूरत से ज्यादा ख्याल रखते हैं,  ऐसे लोग बहुमुखी प्रतिभा से मालिक होते है। बहुत ज्यादा बात करने वाले ये लोग बहुत आलोचनाओं को भी झेलते हैं। ये रहस्यमय होते है और अपनी चीजों का बहुत ज्यादा स्पष्ट नहीं करते हैं। अपने प्यार के प्रति सचेत रहने वाले ये लोग कुछ शक्की मिजाज के भी होते हैं, इसके पीछे इनकी भावना सिर्फ इतनी होती है कि वो अपने प्रेम को किसी से शेयर नहीं करते हैं लेकिन उनका ये ही तरीका दूसरे लोगों के लिए सिरदर्द का कारण बन जाते हैं। सेक्स के प्रति खासी दिलचस्पी होती है इनकी। ये क्रोधी स्वभाव के होते है। अपनी मेहनत के बल पर ये सब कुछ पा ही लेते है। ये सेल्फ मेड इंसान होते हैं | पैसा,रूतबा हासिल करने वाले ये लोग अपनी चीज आसानी से किसी को कुछ नही देता है। ये कंजूस होते है,ये दिखावा भी काफी पसंद करते हैं, इसलिए इन्हें पार्टी-समारोह में जाना पसंद होता है। हालांकि ये दिल के बुरे नहीं होते लेकिन उनका तेज स्वभाव उन्हें बुरा बना देता है।

R....
यदि किसी लड़की या लड़के का नाम अंग्रेजी के  'R'  अक्षर से शुऱू होता है तो आप जान जाईये कि वो इंसान सिर्फ अपने से ही मतलब रखने वाला होता है। उसे किसी से कोई खास लेना-देना नहीं होता है। कम बोलना, अपनी दुनिया में खोये रहना ही इनकी प्रवृत्ति होती है। ये हमेशा कुछ नये चीज की तलाश में होते है। इन्हें वहां अच्छा लगता है जहां इन्हें ज्ञान मिलता है। इसलिए इनकी दोस्ती लेखकों, दार्शनिकों इत्यादि से ही होती है। अक्सर इस नाम के लोग वैज्ञानिक होते है। इस नाम के लोग बहुत तेज गति से आगे बढ़ते हैं। कोई क्या कह रहा, क्या कर रहा है इससे इन्हें कोई खास मतलब नहीं होता है। इसलिए अक्सर इनके वैवाहिक जीवन में इस बात को लेकर खटपट होती रहती है। इन्हें प्रेम, सेक्स आदि में कोई खास दिलचस्पी नहीं होती है। ये भी जीवन का हिस्सा है और पहली बार कुछ नया लेकर आ रहा है इसलिए ये शादी करते है अन्यथा इन्हें सासंरिक चीजों में कोई खास रूचि नहीं होती है। लेकिन हमेशा कुछ नये करने की चाहत इन्हें बहुत कुछ दिला देती है। ये मशहूर हस्तियों में शामिल होते है। इन्हें रूतबा और दौलत दोनों ही नसीब होती है। ये दिल के भी बहुत अच्छे होते है। ये समय पड़ने पर दूसरों की मदद भी करते है। ज्ञान का अथाह सागर वाले ये लोग हमेशा लोगों और समाज के लिए फायदेमंद ही साबित होते है। कुल मिलाकर कहा जा सकता है कि अपनी दुनिया में खोये रहने वाले ये लोग जिंदगी और समाज को कुछ देकर ही जाते हैं।

AAJ FIR TERI YAAD AAYI...

29.1.2017

Aaj uska sapna aaya tha… hua kya main kisi shadi me goner road pe gya tha.. fir wapas aate time maine mummy se puchha ke mummy aap ghar par ho ya kahi bahar ho… mumy ne bola gahr hi hu.. to maine bola main aa rha hu… manu mere sath tha… hum uske gahr pahuche, maine mere aane ke bare me kisi ko nhi btaya tha..  maine jaise hi ghar pahucha mujhe bahar golu dikhi wo dekhte hi boli arey wahh aaj hi aapko yaad kiya tha.. aur aap ek dam se aa gye… sahi he.. chalo aa jao.. Namaste kaise he aap.. usne manu ko bhi Namaste kiya… hm andar aa gye.. jaise hi andar aaya samne wale room me leti huyi thi and rajayi odh rakhi thi.. mujhe kuchh samajh nhi aya ke hua kya he..

Maine mummy papa ko pranam kiya. And mummy se puchha ye kaun so rha he.. mummy ne kaha subi he… maine kaha kya hua ise… to kaha ke bukhar he do din se.. abhi dava di hi he so rhi he..

Main shocked tha.. kya kahu.. bus thoda pareshan sa ho gya.. maine uske paas gya nd side me beth gya wo abhi si=oyi hi thi uski neend kachchi thi.. hum sab beth ke bate kar rhe the. Uski neend khul gyo thi.. usne mujhe nhi dekha tha, wo jaise hi neend se uthi uski najar mujh pe padi wo abhi kuchh nhi boli eyes ko masalti huyi wo uth ke beth gyi uskne kamar tak rajatyi odh rkhi thi and sdeewar ke sahare beth gyi aur boli..

Hi Rj.. kaise he aap..

Maine puchha kya hua.. kya he ye.. meri aankhe bahr aayi thi.. buss aansu nhi nikle the..

Wo boli kuchh nhi Rj. Buss hum thoda bimar ho gye the…

Maine uski tabiyt ka puchha and hum baat rne lag gye..

Mere phone me ek msg tha… wo mujhe abhi to yaad nhi… bus usme last line likhi thi..…………………she will hold my hand and say main hu na………………………

maine use wo message padhaya, Usne smile di... mera hath uski rajayi ke kinare per hi tha.. waha se apna hath nikala nd mera hath pakda aur boli, ab thik he.. aur hansne lag gyi… mujhe bhi hansi aa gyii… firr mummy aa gyi boli ke chaay bna de ya coffee.. maine kaha kuchh nhi mummy aap yha betho bus bate krte he…

Aurrr

Meri neend khul gyi…

Ty.. kya kru sl.. buss yhi kr skta hu.. tmhe btata hu tm sunti nhi. Time nhi hota.. to spne dekh leta hu.. waha tm bahut ache se baat krti ho.. hum kabhi nhi ldte… sab kuchh thik hi hota… so dreams are better than reality… tc khush rho… god bless you..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA... SORRY SL

23.01.2017

Pata he aaj kal uski yaad nhi ati he… hunnnn main jhuth bol rha hu… ati he bahut aati he… par use batana achha nhi lgta… usne nhi smjha mujhe… to use fir kya smjhana jab wo smjhe hi naa, chalo koi baat nhi… wo khush rhe apni life me… maine use kuchh nhi kahunga… kabhi bhi nhi…

Aaj papa ka birth h, mujhe pata nhi tha.. golu ne jab whatsapp par pic lagayi tab pata chla.. subah phone kiya mummy k phone pe but… baat nhi ho payi sham ko wapas call kiya to papa se baat bhi ki and mummy se bhi baat ki…

Now use phone liya… main nahi chahta use kuchh bbhi bolna.. kuchh bhi nhi… bus uske phone lete hi maine phone kaat diya… mujhe tmse baat hi nhi krni sl… bura bhala achha sahi kuchhh bhi nhi kahana mujhe… kuchhh bhi nhi…. Tm rho apne apno ke sath khush.. tmne kabhi kadra ki hi nahi meri.. ab koi jrurat nhi he…. I will not tell you kea b kabhi bhi samjho mujhe ya baat kro…. Buss khush rho….

And ty so much for all what you had done…. Kyuki mujhe meri worth to pata chli… ty

1.       होता हैं अफ़सोस कभी कभी तेरे बदल जाने का.. मगर, तेरी कुछ बातो ने मुझे जीना सिखा दिया....!!

2.       भुला देंगे तुझे जरा सब्र तो कर, तेरी तरह बनने में थोडा समय तो लगेगा...!!

3.       हालात, किस्मत और वक़्त की बात हैं, वरना में इतना बुरा भी नहीं जितना आप सोच रहे हो...!!

4.       उसके जैसी कोई दूसरी कैसे हो सकती हैं... अब तो वो खुद भी खुद के जैसी नहीं रही...!!

5.       तुझे गुस्सा दिलाना एक साजिश हैं मेरी... तेरा रूठ कर मुझ पर हक जाताना अच्छा लगता हैं...!!

6.       नसीब से भी ज्यादा भरोसा किया था तुम पर, लेकिन नसीब भी इतना नही बदला जितना तुम बदल गए हो...!!

7.       वक़्त के साथ सब ठीक नही हो जाता, बस हम सब से अपना दुःख कहना छोड़ देते हैं...!

8.       तेरे हर दर्द से वाकिफ़ था मैं, फिर, तुझे मेरे दर्द का अहसास क्यों नही हुआ...!!

9.       लगता हैं मैं भूल चूका हूँ मुस्कुराने का हुनर, कोशिश जब भी करता हूँ आंसू निकल आते हैं...!!

10.   आंसु पलक से गिरा हैं तो उसको गिरने दो, कोई पुरानी तमन्ना पिघल रही होगी...!!

11.   अगर वो याद नहीं कर रहे तो आप कर लीजिये, रिश्ते निभाते वक़्त मुकाबला नहीं किया जाता... !!

12.   फ़ोन में मेरी जान हैं और घरवाले इस बात से परेशान हैं...!!

13.   वो लाख तुझे पूजती होगी मगर तू खुश न हो ऐ खुदा.. वो मंदिर भी जाती हैं तो मेरी गली से गुजरने के लिए...!!

14.   खुदा करे सलामत रहे, किसी दुआ की तरह...! एक तू और दूसरा मुस्कुराना तेरा....!!

15.   हँसना रोना तुझसे हैं, मेरा होना तुझसे हैं....!!

Khush rho……

Jab aapko fark hi nhi pdta to shikayat kaisi....?

khush rho sl.....

11.01.2017

AAj use call kiya 4 calls miss krne ke baad usne phone katne shuru kar diye.. wo kat ti rhi main call krta rha.. bahut pareshan hu mujhe reply chahiye usne aisa kyu kiya… now usne phone uthaya boli mein thak gyi hu mujhe neend aa rhi he… sona he.. yaa baat hi nhi krni use… aaj use puchh liya ke usne aisa kyu kiya to bolti he..

Kya kiya maine.. boliye

Miane kaha tmko nhi pta tm kya kar rhi ho mere sath.. jo bhi kar rhi ho kya tmhe sahi lgta h.. to bolti h maine kuchh galat nhi kiya,. Jo kiya sahi kiya..

Maine kha to aap khush ho mujhe hurt karke.. to bolti he maine kisi ko hurt nhi kiya..  ab kya bolu use.. k usne kya kiya he.. maine puchha k wo bolti he k baad me call krti hu call kyu nhi krti.. to wo boli k yaad nhi rhta thak jati hu.. din bhar bussy rhti hu..

Had he.. uske paas sabke liye time he siway mere..

Aaj ek baat bolu aapko… last ek sal me usne bahut bura kiya he mere sath.. aur use iss bat ka koi guilt bhi nhi he… buss jaise main koi khilona hu.. jb chaha khel liya jab chahe chhor diya..

Kya bolu yaar… buss bahut dukhi hu…

Jab use puchha k gift kaisa lga.. to bolti h blog abhi adha hi pdha h time nhi mila… use … okkk  koi naa.. main greating ke bare me puchh rha tha…

Pta he..

Pura week me yhi bnata rha.. kya nhi kiya maine tmhe khush krne k liye..

But tmne sivay aansu k kuchh nhi diya mujhe.. tmhare liye rota to aur baat thi shalu… main roya  tmhare karan… kyu kr rhi ho tm ye sab..

Pta nhi… but jab koi nhi hoga na aapke paas tab ye pagal yaad aayega aapko… bahut jyada… tab nhi hoga RJ na uska pyaar na sath…

 ache ache birthday quotes search kiye… fir ek ek krke sabhi ko blog me post kiya… sirf aapke liye.. aur aapne kya kiya… pta he.. baat bhi nhi ki gyi aapse… jiss din ka main wait kiya.. jiss din ke liye main last 6monhts se lga hua tha.. us din ko aapne to jee liya but mujhe maar dala.. kyu kiya aisa.. bahut roya main raat bahr.. k kyu kiya tmse mere sath aisa…

Akhir tmne hi roka tha mujhe jab mein aage badh gya tha.. tm hi kahti thi na k hm frnds rah skte h.. aap is rishte ko nibhaoge na.. jab maine try kiya to tmse wo bhi nhi hua… main akela is rishte ko le kar kaha tak chl payunag.... haa jab tak kar skta hu sab kuchh krunga tere liye.. but sl yaaad rkhna jis din baat had se badh jayegi.. uss din ye yade bhi nhi hogi tmhare paas.. naa main.. fir jindgi bahr pukrna bhle … koi laut ke nhi ayega…  

Sham ko jab phone kata tab mujhe pta chla ke usne greatings dekhe hi nhi… use pata hi nhi k wo maine bnaye he.. jab use pta hi nhi to shikayat kaisi… rab kre use wo greating na mile… jab din chla gya to ab kya matlab h unka.. wo fir se koi bahana dhund lenge hme hurt krne ka.. god.. bless her.. jo chaho mil jaye tmhe… main yha likhta rkhuna sl… but tm padh nhi paogi kbhi… tm is layak ho hi nhi…

Tmne kisi aur ke kahne par mujhe block kiya he na.. ab main khud ke kahne par tmhe block krta hu.. jise meri worth nhi wo insan meri life me meri yado me bhi rhne ke layak nhi he..  pyaar kya hota he tmhe nhi pta chlega kabhi.. u will never know.. aap khelo apna game.. beshak jeet jaoge but sab kuchh haar jaoge… kuchh nhi hoga tere paas… kuchh bhi nhi…

Main jitna kar skta hu krunga… but ab tmhe bolne ya btane ka koi matlb nhi he…. Tm use smjho jise tm apna manti ho jiske liye tmhare paas bahut time he… khush rho…. Gud luck..

Samet k wapas le jao apni jhuthi mohabbat ke jhuthe kisse wade.. shayad agali mohbaat me tmhe inki jarurat pade….

 gud luck....

Ty so much.... 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢

1^st Jan 2017:

Aaj pura din to baat huyi nhi, buss raat ko sone se pahle maine call kiya tha tab thodi baat huyi.. kuchh shikayte kuchh naarajgiya..  Bus me hnnnn rat ke 11 bje he… yaad to aa rhi he, but kre kya ab phone bhi nhi kr skta.. wo shayad so gyi hongi… gn sd tc…

2^nd Jan 2017:

Aaj subah se wait kar rha hu shayad uska phone aayega…  par usne call nhi kiya.. aaj maine kuchh likah he.. socha use bta du.. use mail kiya then use phone kiya ke wo padh le… bus use ye btane ke liye hi phone kiya… aisa nhi tha.. mujhe baa krni thi missed you so much…. But…. Wo bussy he shayad… usne phone kaat diya…. L

3^rd Jan 2017:

Aaj maine bhi call nhi kiya.. just khana khane ke liye nikla hu… aur uska phone aaya he.. ab bhukh kise lgne wali he.. usne baat ki.. ty kaha for yesterday.. use bhi kaha ke wo bhi likhe kuchh.. wo aaj boli ke haa wo bhi kuchh likhegi.. dekhte he kya hota he.. I will wait…

4^th Jan 2017:

Din me maine use call kiya, usne phone nhi uthaya,, shayd uske phone me miss calls dikhte hi nhi ya main hi pagal hu jo use yaad krta hu phone krta hu… chlo koi naa.. Ek baar fir call krta hu shayad tab wo bussy ho.. haa is baar usne phone utha liya.. aur kaha ke wo phone kregi…

5^th Jan 2017:

Abhi tak bhi uska call nhi aaya sivay wait ke main karu bhi kya … Wo biolti he mujhe block kyu krte ho.. use nhi pta shayad.. Wo kya kar rhi he.. Kisi ki kasam ke liye mujhe block kar diya.. Wahhh… bura to bahut laga but shayad yhi meri jagah he.. isis k layak hu main.. koi baat nhi.. tc sorry L

6^th Jan 2017:

AAj uska call aya tha mein meeting me tha to bat nhi kar paya… sach kahu to thoda gusa bhi hu… sham ko baat krni chahi but itna thak gya tha k aaj aate hi so gya…

7^th Jan 2017:

Aaj greating bna rha hu.. soch rha hu k is bar kuchh nya kru use khush kru kaise bhi… kuchh card ban gye he… baki kal bnayunga.. usske koi baat nhi huyi.. na usne msg kiya.. na call…

8^th Jan 2017:

Aaj bahut sare card bnaye.. socha use post krdu.. but abhi rat ke 2bje h abhi to kaise… kal dekhte he…. Maine bahut pyaar dala he inme jitna mere dil me he… sab kuchh… lu

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9^th Jan 2017:

Aaj sham ko call kiya use usne pick nhi kiya.. kaat diya.. shayad bank me he.. okk baad me baat krunga… ghar pahuch k fir call kiya… usne pick nhi kiya..

Golu ko phone kiya, usne bataya k wo mummy ke sath market gyi he… okkk isi liye nhi uthaya usne phone… but wapas bhi kar skti thi na… chlo koi baat nhi..

8bje he. Time hi nhi kat rha bus waiting for her.. k kab 12bje use call karu.. wish kru.. bat kru.. missed her so much…

Mann hi nhi lag rha.. golu ko phone kiya.. use baat ki ek hour… k kaise bhi dil ko smbhalu.. bahut khush hu.. bahut.. buss wo aa jaye..

9.30 golu ko call krke kaha ke wo aa gye kya.. golu ne kha wo nhi aye to golu ko call krke puchhne ko kaha ke wo kab tak aayenge puchho na.. golu ne call kiya nd btaya k wo thoda time lgega unhe wo abhi market me hi h… okk aa jao jaldi…

10.15 Golu ko msg kiya wo a baa gyi he… golu se regular puchh rha hu wo kya kar rhi he.. kaha he.. kaisi h.. wo bethi he… waiting for 12.. me too…

Bus kuchh der aur…

Lo bus 5minute hi baki he…

Now 2minutes..

Use call kiya… usne kat diya, fir call kiya cat diya, fir call kiya kat diya… ab usne uthaya… 11.59 ho rhe he.. usne kaha haa aap wish krne ko kiya h do minute ruko na..

I m stun…. Bus kuchh toot sa gya ho..

Fir bhi use call krta rha.. usne mere 7call kate.. fir call utahya.. aur pta h kya kaha.. haa aap kar lijiye sabse pahle wish.. someone is waiting rj.. wish kijiye jaldi.. aur bhi line me h..

Happy birthday..

Main aapko wapas call krti hu.. Aur usne kaat diya..

Bahut rona aaya.. such aisa lag rha he, jaise marr rha hu.. but no one cares…  buss ansu nikle jar he he.. aur wo bussy he.. kisi aur ke sath…

Sach kahu.. ja golu se baat huyi thin d jab usne kaha k she is waiting for 12.. mujhe yhi lga tha she is waiting for me… aur ab pta he kya lg rha h.. I was fool.. ya I am ….

Bahut rona aa rha he.. bus khush shalu… ty so much for that precious return gift to me… ty shalu…

Ye aansu ruk kyu nhi rhe.. maa…. I m sorry.. mai nkisi aise k liye ro rha hu jise koi worth hi nhi h inki..

I m sory..

Aaahhhhhh..

 God main kuchh bura na kru..

please help me…

ohhhhhhh help me..

what the hell is this.. ab to band jao… yaad… mat rovo rj…

Aur haa isme uski koi galti nhi he..

Meri hi bhul h.. maine hi pta nhi kya2 soch liya tha.. ab jarurui nhi he na.. hm jo soche waisa ho.. sabki apni2 life he. Sab ki anpi2  priority h.. I was nothing.. I m nothing… hummmmm ohhhh

Chlo leave it..

Ye tha mera worst day of 2017…

Or I will pray uska best day ho.. use call nhi krunga… na hi use kuchh kahunga.. na hi preshan krunga.. na hi khud hovunga.. khud ko to kaise rokunga.. khud ko to hona hi h.. khus ro lunga aaj use nhi rone dunga…

Use haq h mere sath ye sab krne ka.. use ye sab krne ijajat bhi maine hi di thi naa.. ab dard kaisa.. kaise aansu.. ye hi to hona h.. to kyu ab main pagalo ki tarah ro rha hu… ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Chlo happy birthday sweetheart..

Dekho main khushh hu.. tum yhi smjh lo… dikh to tmhe kuchh bhi nhi rha… na dekh paoge… sorry..khush rho… tc

Have a wonderful day….

 Ty so much.... 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢

HAPPY WALA BIRTHDAY... LU

MUAHAHHAHAAAHHAHHAH
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Did you feel the light touching your shoulder tonight? It was me, thinking of you and wishing you all the best on your Birthday!

Darling, you are a wonderful bloom in a beautiful garden where only true love grows! Wishing you a brilliant Birthday!

 I wish I could attach my heart to this Birthday wish. That’s how much you mean to me. I wish you always be happy and I’ll do everything to make you so.

 Happy Birthday, my angel! If I could, I would write it across the sky so that everyone could see it and know that you are truly loved!

May the flames of our love always flare brightly and bring you the happiest birthday!

We are together for a long time and you were always there for me to support and encourage me. I am so lucky to have you near me, love.

 I just want to tell you that I love you more with every new day,

To remind you that the best years are yet to come

And I promise to be near you for all ups and downs.

I feel so grateful for everything that you bring into my life, dear. Happy bday, may your day be joyful and magical!

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LOVE YOU JANAM... HAPPY BIRTHDAY

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·  To someone who touches each life she enters, spreading joy to everyone you meet: may the love and happiness you share with others return to you tenfold. I wish you many more happiest of birthdays!

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·  Happy Birthday to the person who means the most to me in this world. I hope your birthday wishes come true. I know mine did the day I met you. Thank you for always being right by my side, sweetheart.

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·  For your birthday, I just want to say: I hope you can see how special you are to me. Happy Birthday, my love!

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·  Happy Birthday! I love you so freaking much. Hope you have an awesome birthday!

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·  I hope you have a magical day full of love and happiness! Happy Birthday, my sweetheart!

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·  I hope that your big day involves a cool day and a hot night. Happy Birthday!

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·  Love you!!! Have an absolutely amazing day all about you!! Happy Birthday, my darling!
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HAPPY BIRTH DAY TO YOU.. KHUSH RHO...

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·  Because today is a special day, sending birthday wishes simply wouldn’t do, so I’m sending you a day when all of your dreams come true, and a year that means the most to you!

·  From the drink in your cup, to the icing on your cake, to the company that surrounds you, may your birthday be the sweet celebration you deserve!

·  Be happy! Today is the day you were brought into this world to be a blessing and inspiration to the people around you! You are a wonderful person. May you be given more birthdays to fulfill all of your dreams.

·  Because, today is a special day simply sending birthday wishes, wouldn’t do. So I’m sending you a day when all your dreams come true and, a year that means the most to you!

·  The sun is shining more brightly today as a way to wish you Happy Birthday.

·  Today, I wish for all of your dreams to come true as you walk on your life path. Count your blessings every day, and realize there are more than years in your life! Celebrate your day!

·  It’s your birthday today! You know what that means? It’s time to wear the hat, blow the candles and cut the cake, but don’t forget to think about all of the wishes you want to make! Enjoy your day!

·  We have been best friends since forever. I’m running out of birthday greetings, so what more can I say than a matter-of-fact? Happy Birthday! I wish you a wonderful day today and in coming days as well.

·  Happy Birthday!! I hope your day is filled with lots of love and laughter! May all of your birthday wishes come true.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY-MADE BY RJ

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETHEART